私の秘密

2011-06-12T15:55:00.000-07:00

Watching the news can be really depressing.

All the natural disasters, political unrest and food scandals.

It serves as a wake up call for me.

Growing up in Singapore, with a somewhat blissful and complete family. I am really spoilt and well-protected.

99.99% of the time, I forgot that the world is not that peaceful and that there are dangers out there.

War and starvation seems surreal and faraway.

It makes me ashamed of myself when I whine about not having enough time for myself.

Why am I whining about school when others are denied education when they so desperately want it?

I should be more grateful and appreciative of what I have.

I think that all fortune souls should be appreciative because it would be too late for regrets should anything happen. (touch wood)

When the days come, instead of whining about something, why not smile and be thankful that you don't have to worry about Earthquakes or dying due to political unrest and riots.

It is as easy as it is difficult to do this.

Easy because those things are really treasures and not difficult to appreciate.

Difficult because it is hard to grasp the magnitude of this blessing due to over complacency

So let's all try a little harder together to keep this in mind. Okay?

Cocoon

2011-05-16T08:05:00.000-07:00

Trapped in a cocoon,
I met a little girl.
She looked at me, and asked.

"where are we?"

"I don't know."

"There why are we here?"

"I have no idea..."

She looked around, the depth of darkness surrounds.

"Where did the Sun go?"

"I wish I knew."

Looking worried, she asked.

"How are we going to get back?"

"...get back to where?"

She gave me a strange look.

"Who are you?"

"..."

The silence was deafening.

"I don't know!"

"How could you not know!?" she yelled angrily and disappeared.

2011-01-23T23:05:00.000-08:00

Last Friday, was the most relaxed day I've ever had.

Well, it didn't start out well but it ended well.

Woke up with a headache in the morning, hence, skipping lecture.

Well, can't help that I've been having insomnia recently.

There are days that I could not fall asleep till 6 am in the morning.

Well, that and having to force yourself to sleep is really annoying and uncomfortable.

It seriously sucks.

Went to school at around 11 plus for comskill 2 meeting, some things happened and I panicked a little. Good thing it was resolved :D

At night, during karaoke session, I ate some seaweeds (practically almost all...sorry cas~ >.<) and went out to throw the empty packets away when I saw the trees!

Well, most of them thinks that I'm emo/nuts but I think that the trees are really beautiful.

I sat down staring at them for the rest of the night.

In the darken sky, some of the thin branches seems invisible, the leaves looks like bouquets of flowers, the intricate patterns formed by the branches.

Oh and the wind was nice and soothing!

I have not felt so at peace for so long.

Though I have to admit I was occasionally annoyed because people questioned me a little too much about why I was sitting there staring at the trees.

After that, mervn drove us to East Coast for dinner because I was sort of a brat and wanted to eat satay. LOL!

THANKS MERVN!!!! YOU'RE THE BEST!!!

I will try to be less willful and I will do my best to become my more sociable self soon. Give me some time kay~?

2011-01-19T09:34:00.000-08:00

Everyone's bound to have negative thoughts.

In fact, more often than not, negative thoughts are what spur us to do better, right?

For example:

"I think that I am too bossy."

"It's can be really irritating and sometimes counter-productive"

It should then ultimately, lead to something like this:

"I should try to be less bossy and more amiable."

However, I realized that, that is often not the case.

There are like 3 kind of people (perhaps more than that):

1st kind as mentioned above are people who are most likely to lead a happy and successful life.

A 2nd group of people would do this:

"I am too bossy, why am I like this? People must hate me. But it's not my fault, they forced me to, they don't have any initiative,etc etc."

"Well...but I don't want people to hate me so I should try to be nicer, though it's really not my fault."

-Transmission end-

This 2nd group of people will generally mule over such issues and generally be self-conscious and a little insecure. Nevertheless, it usually don't hinder their daily or social life.

The last group of people goes like this:

"Oh my god, why am I so bossy? Sally must have hated me for it. Dale must have been offended by my demanding tone just now."

Eventually leading to something like this:

"Why am I alive? I am such a scum that only knows how to boss people around! I am such an asshole. I must have been such a burden to my parents. I should die!"

Some of these people, either have depression, anxiety or most likely attention seekers.

The former two categories are normally suicidal , needs to seek professional/spiritual help, though they are more likely to be less vocal and harder to spot.

The last category.

The attention seeker and how to spot one.

I believe that they truly do feel that way to a certain extent.

They tend to be very vocal about these feelings towards people they want to capture attention from.

They will gather the sympathy or pity of those who cares about them.

Shoot down most or every word of comfort.

Plain annoying.

Well, other than vocal they tend to show it through their whole body language when possible (producing a gloomy aura) in a very public place where someone is bound to notice.

Their really self-destructive and usually bring those who cares around them down along with them.

Some will eventually spiral into depression and suicide.

I personally have been through number 3 a few years back.

It was after my second hospitalization and I was at an all time low.

Both physically and mentally.

I've managed to pick myself up because I realized how idiotic I must have been.

Ultimately, emos are not your heart, it's in your mind.

If it's in your mind, you can control it.

That's what I've learnt and have to keep reminding myself.

Currently, I'm usually at number 2, rarely at number 3 and striving hard for number 1.

I'm writing this down so that I will have a reminder.

For this year, I will try to eliminate number 3 out of my life.

If I survive this year, than the next goal would be to gain a stronger foothold in number 2.

Finally, if I live long enough, I would want to attain number 1!!!!

2011-01-11T07:45:00.000-08:00

It's a new year.

So I'm going to push forward.

I kept telling myself that I must be more cheerful like I used to be.

Be warm and kind and etc.

Truth is, it is really hard.

I've learnt a lot.

Mostly of how cold and cruel the world can be.

In the process, losing sight of the warmth and the brighter sight of the world.

It's like, once you've touched the darkness, it'll draw you in, unwilling to ever let go of you.

Yes, it's hard to get out of that suffocating darkness.

But hard doesn't means that it is impossible.

It just means that I would have to put up a better fight.

I would really try my best, so even if I failed at the end.

At least I've tried.

So much emotion swelling inside me now, I hope that my motivation wouldn't be lost the very next day though...knowing how flicker I can be...

Change

2010-12-28T22:39:00.000-08:00

With time,changes occurs.

Woke up this morning and felt really negative.

Mostly because of what I've done and have continued doing.

Tried really hard to calm myself down and managed to stop myself from spiraling down to an anxiety attack.

Though I still feel somewhat restless.

I realized how much I've changed.

Reading my past post for the last 2 years.

I realized how much happier and cheerful I was.

Not that I was a ball of sunshine or anything but still...

Saved for the episode of melt down I had.

That was actually a major episode that I managed to get over and kept positive after that.

Now, it's just I'm generally in this state of non-happiness.

It's not that I'm always happy but I'm almost never happy.

The only time that I'm "happy" is when I have fun.

Which basically involves crazy stuff and being around people that I don't usually hang out with.

I can't keep all of it from being written across my face.

So when people asked if I'm okay.

I'll just say that I'm tired.

Which is I guess not really far away from the truth.

My soul, my mind and my body are all exhausted.

My heart is locked, closed to everyone.

What I used to do is I would at least call someone to pour all my heart now.

Now, I wouldn't.

I can't.

Some things are meant to for the person to get over it.

If it's my own attitude and mindset, no one else would be able to talk me out of it.

I'm really tired.

2010-12-22T04:21:00.001-08:00

I have not cried for a long time for I kept a lid of it.
I woke up feeling terrible.
All those negative emotions that I had been keeping on bay had grabbed hold of me again.
I thought that maybe visiting Kinokuniya and doing some shopping might make me feel better, distract myself.
So I dressed up and head out.
On the bus trip to the train station, I had a hard time trying to push all those dark thoughts out of my mind.

"I don't know what I'm doing anymore."
"What the hell have I done!?"
"What the hell have I turned into!?"
"Who the hell am I!?"
"Why did I do that!?"

And the list goes on.
At the train station, I lost my money.
It apparently fell out of my wallet.
$150 gone.
I couldn't help but want to cry.
I was already miserable and this just had to happen.
Gave a call to dad and he said that he'll cover it up for me so that my mum won't find out, I think he could hear the tears in my voice.

Went down to T1 outside Yamakawa super to sit down and try to calm myself down.
I wasn't exactly crying because all I had was a few tears spilling and a lot more that threatened to do so but didn't.
I was so tempted to call someone, have someone to talk to, to calm myself down.
But I decided against it.
It's my own fault that I'm in this state.
Since it's my own fault I shouldn't be crying.
And I shouldn't be calling in my miserable state to another and bother them.
They don't deserve to be disturbed by me nor burdened by me.
So I scolded myself with the magic words and I stopped.

"You brought this upon yourself so don't you dare cry!"

Most of the decision I made.
Most of the things I do.
I've weighted the consequences.
Nobody forced me to to them.
So I don't deserve to regret my actions.
I should face whatever consequences for whatever I did.

Having reminded myself of that.
I felt better.
I was miserable because of what I did so I deserve to be miserable.
So don't cry and wallow in self-pity.
If I'm miserable because I deserve it, than I should just suffer and than find some ways to lift myself up.

Went to kino and bought some books.
Met ZP for lunch/dinner at Taka.
Debated with myself for very long if I should go find him.
I was feeling better but still slightly miserable...so I didn't want him to find out.
On the other hand, I really wanted to show him the oden shop so I sms him.
Only to realize that the shop was gone.
Wanted to kill myself just than.
Managed to act normal when eating.
Most probably because he's so bloody cheerful and his heck-care attitude I can't bring myself to continue feeling miserable.

Ah well...at least now I have books to distract me.
I'll just be a coward for a little bit more.
Than I'll start facing the consequences again.
Gosh, I'm just blabbering now...

2010-10-06T04:47:00.000-07:00

Okay so I am practicing how to put on make up.

More or less I am still very poor at it...especially when experimenting with the brown gel eyeliner today...

Should have sticked with black...but whatever...

Make-up would be an essential tool for those who are working in the business...cause you need to look presentable. (Screw them...)

The first 2 photos were with] make-up and the last 2 without make-up...

Still doesn't look prettier but at least look presentable I hope...

*Emos*

Study break/ Holiday

2010-08-10T05:53:00.001-07:00

It has been quite a while since I last updated this blog...

Partly because I've been busy...and partly because I just didn't have the heart to do so...

I can't quite remember any exciting things that have happened...because there is only one thing on my mind...that is that I AM SICK WHEN THERE IS A BREAK!!!!

This seriously sucks...I'm sick since Friday...and it's like what? Tuesday now!?

I could feel "fun time" slipping through my fingers...

I mean I know it's study break...but it's around 1 month...so I've planned to have 2 weeks worth of fun before diving in to study for my exams...but now 1 week's about gone!???

...Maybe I should have be defiant and went to a doctor...instead of listening to my mum...taking more rest and drinking water does help me get better...it...just isn't quite fast enough...

I really hope that I could wake up tomorrow and magically stop coughing or having a runny nose...damn...

THIS BLOG POST IS DEPRESSING!!! ARGH!!!

2010-06-15T22:41:00.000-07:00

Things to do:

1. RBB
2. FARM
3. BOE
4. Market Research
5. Practice Piano
6. JCG SEAL POINTS key in
7. Buy cosmestics
8. Buy cloth for cosplay
9. Buy shoes + purple fabric paint for cosplay
10. Settle drawing sessions + send e-mail for next month drawing sessions
11. CLEAN MY DAMN ROOMS... It's now a pig sty...

Don't Forget To >>>>>!!!*STUDY FOR RBB*!!!!

Things NOT to do:

1. Procastinate
2. Make myself even more busy
3. Fall sick
4. Anti-social

2010-06-11T12:10:00.000-07:00

1) BLACK:BLACK is the negetion of colour and means 'No'. Anyone who chooses it in the first position(which is rare) is in revolt against their fate.

2) VIOLET:A mixture of red and blue, violet represents a conflict between impulsiveness and calm sensitivity, dominance and submissiveness. The person who prefers violet wants to find a mystical, magical relationship. Both mentally and physically immature, you are stuck in a dream of wishful thinking and fantasy.

3) RED: represents passion and energy. Red in the first position means you are impulsive, sexy and have a will to win. You are a good leader. You want to expend your horizons and live a life to the full.

4) BLUE: represents calmness and loyalty. A person who favours blue is sensitive and easily hurt. You never panic and are in total control of your life and content with the way it is going. You desire to lead an uncomplicated and worry-free life and are prepared to sacrifice certain goals in order to achieve this. You need a stable relationship without conflict. Perhaps, as a side effect of contentment, you tend to put on weight. The later blue appears in the sequence, the more unsatisfied you are and the more you feel the need to break from the ties that restrict you. But you probably aren't unfeeling enough to walk out on a family or job; instead, you will suffer in silence

5) BROWN:is the colour of physical well-being and is an indicator of how healthy you think you are. If you put brown in fourth or fifth place, you are not very concerned about your health and body. This means you are probably in good shape.

6) YELLOW: When yellow is in the later part of the spectrum, you have had your hopes and dreams dashed and you feel isolated and disappointed, often becoming defensive and withdrawn.

7) GREY: Those who choose grey in the eighth position seek to join everything, eager and enthusiastic. Such people will try absolutely everything in their efforts to achieve their goals.

8) GREEN: If green is a later choice, your ego has been bruised and you have been humbled by the resistence to your progress. Consequently you can be highly critical, sarcastic and stubborn.

2010-05-28T20:22:00.000-07:00

Song of the lost traveller

Lost in the woods, I'm making merry.
Without a care in the world, marching on to find my way.
Oh careless me, just threw away my last hope.
The compass washed down stream mockingly.
Well, a compass without map helps naught anyway.

Lost in the woods, I'm making merry.
The Sun's no help so let's wait for night.
Alas, the moon has abandoned me, and I can't see.
Now all that is left to do is wait for dawn.

Lost in the woods, I'm no longer merry.
No more food, and no river in sight.
Am I doomed to die in this god forsaken woods?
Was I trapped in an enchanted forest?
For what reason could I not find my way out?

---random gibberlish by yours truly-----

2010-05-24T21:28:00.000-07:00

I think it is about time for some self-reflection and take on new directions.

In a few months, I will officially turn 18-years-old.

I have to stop being such a cry-baby and be more mature.

Be less whiny and more decisive.

Be more trustworthy and calm.

It is pretty hard to change, especially being the stubborn idiot I am.

However, even if it's just by a little, I wish to change. I want to change.

I was rather emotional for the past weeks =.=|||

I guess maybe it's time for me to look for an emotional support?

What exactly is a source of emotional support?

A religion? (...I'm not really the religious type...)

Maybe I should commit myself to studying/ self-help book?

I think that should help a lot.

:D Yup I should do that!

Waiting for Kino 20% sales till I could buy more books \(> w <)/

2010-04-15T06:41:00.000-07:00

I love NODAME CANTABILE!!!

It reignited my spirit!

I guess that is why I'm more motivated to practice :D

Yes...I know I'm a pathetic fool which need constant motivation to do something...

A sloth...

A slowpoke...(don't cut my tail off team rocket...*okay that is just...lame =.= *)

Another reason why I'm so motivate is that I have absolutely no desire to fail grade 6!

I mean ...if I failed it...the pieces are going to be changed...(end of season)...

That will just be horrible...I mean I would need to buy the new exam book...

The exam fees...gosh...mum's gonna kill me. ( X X) *waste money!*

Oh yes...timetable's out...

GG and ZJ LOLed at my description...but I still think that it is the most fitting description.

Seriously...it worse than a packed MRT during the peak hour =.=|||

The worse is on tuesday...4hrs of lesson-1hr break-4 hours of lessons...

Well...that is just like working hours...well...I'll survive I think.

The song "Adult Crap" by Joanna Wang fits my mood quite well...after looking at the timetable...

*Sigh* *kisses my precious play time and sleep goodbye~*

Looking forward to Sunday!

MIND'S CAFE with ZY and LOUIS! *LOTS OF HEARTS!!!!*

To: Isabella and Si Jie

I'm already missing you two...you two crazy girls...
Gosh...but since I'll be able to see your crazy antics in the LT it should still be fun XP.

Don't miss my nagging too much kay~? Will tempt me to nag at you two :P

...don't think you two will read this but just my random ramble to myself ZZzzz

2010-03-28T22:29:00.000-07:00

On the crossroad, I'm lost.
Anticipation builds for I know,
I will soon find a new direction.

我要重新找回自己。
即使我必须抛弃我曾经珍自的一切。

2010-02-27T22:57:00.000-08:00

I screwed up the Principle of Retail Management Paper...BADLY...

*Insert chain of nonsensical curses*

It has been bothering me that tomorrow might be the last time we get to see each other as a class.

I must admit I didn't do much to reach out to a lot of people and mainly stick to only a few people...

I guess I am kind of anti-social =.=|||

I really did enjoyed myself in 1R01 (apart from the project assignments...who the hell loves project assignment anyway!?)

Anyway I should stop procastinating and start studying for RA2 tomorrow...

2010-02-22T06:19:00.001-08:00

Bus stats exam is finally over!!!

It was kind of tricky...but I think I would be able to pass

Next up! Macroeconomics paper on Wednesday...and I haven't truly started on it yet.

And oh my god! Just be Friends is such an awesome songs!!! Especially the Usa X Plorez version and Yamai's piano version!

There are so many talented people in the world~

2010-02-21T01:59:00.000-08:00

I have no idea why the hell am I blogging now...

Fine, actually I do. I am PROCASTINATING AGAIN!!!!

Why the hell am I here when I am supposed to study for Bus stats exam tomorrow...

Well...at least I have finished about 3 past year paper, 2 to go.

...I think I need to get back to revising...studying sucks...not as much as working though

2009-11-14T05:51:00.000-08:00

Well first and foremost Happy Birthday to Ning Xin!

Sorry about not attending your birthday party...I've sprain my neck so I was thinking that it's better if I don't go...cause I won't be able to play the games either =.=|||

Well...but I think attend the kimekomi workshop XD

IT WAS FUN!!! Although it requires lots of patience...

This is the kind sensei whom taught us how to make the kimekomi maru...

Basically Kimekomi means push textile which is the method of making the doll.

Traditionally, they used wood and made the body of the doll first with grooves (indentation).

They're than use glue to coat the wood and add the clothes to the respective area and tuck the clothes into the grooves.

It took all the doll maker 5 years of pratice and 2 years to complete the dolls. Oo

Cute right?

Well I'm a little tired out right now so I'll post more photos next time...

Ta-ta-ta

2009-11-13T04:50:00.000-08:00

Having a literal pain in the neck sucks...

Sprained my neck yesterday and didn't thought much of it...but when I woke up this morning...it was freaking pain!

Sort of skipped bus stat lecture to consult a chinese physician...

Took temperature and it was like 37.0 degree...Zzzz

So conclusion was 发热气。。。 that was why I sprain my neck so easily zZz...

Sort of knew it cause I didn't get much sleep recently...and I was kinda stressed up by academic stuff... which is made worse by the fact that I've missed bus stat lecture today...

Lol after leaving the place the doc. pasted some sort of medical patch on my neck and I couldn't move my neck probably...glad that I could take it off in the afternoon....but I now feel so much like a robot since I can't turn my head properly...heck I think even robots could move thier "head" smoother than I can now...

Hmm...OH Yeah!!! Congrates to Anna for finishing her exams :D
=w= good luck to your interview too X

Ta-ta-ta

2009-11-12T02:09:00.000-08:00

Oh my god! It's been so long since I've last blogged zzzZzz and so much has happened!

...

Hmm haha forget it I'll just blog about recent events since my memory sucks anyways XP

Hmm had dance session yesterday, but Nya was unavaliable so we did our own stuff XD

Did 2 quizzes from Castillo book and I think I was one of the more lucky one (^=w=^) *It's a cat if you can't tell...*

One quiz was interesting and we had to roll the dice to predict our future...

My result was...in 30 years time

I'll be living in an apartment in the city
Have 2 kids
Have a bird for a pet
Job: Anything I want
I'll be able to drive/drive a helicopter
Salary: $100 million annually...

woah...if it's really like this I'll be really happy...too bad this will be just a pretty picture that will be impossible to achieve.

Hmm...the thing I found funny was that Castillo was supposed to live in an igloo on the beach...hmm...won't the igloo melt?

And the other quiz is more like a personality quiz...

And the result I got was...I think that I'm lazy,evil,mysterious and majestic (what!? majestic? no way!)
People thinks that I'm: Dark, Calming, Mysterious and (the last one I've forgotten)
I think that school is :Cool, Exciting, Funny and Scary?
I'll be : Lovely, Funny, happy and (forgot the last one) in the future!???

Haha I don't think I'll be...I'll always be Evil and lazy...

hmm...looking forward to AFA and Kimekomi doll outing!

And I must thank yuen ying and stephaine alot...for helping me defeat Wayne-mama and YEAH LEMON AND I MANAGED TO FIND A WAY TO BREAK THROUGH HIS SHIELD XD...wait should be her (?) cause it was mama?

And yes AM subcom is one big family XD Let's help each other ne!?

...and I'm proud of myself for being able to change my blogskin a bit...I still need more help...ANYONE CAN HELP ME!?????

XS....

2009-08-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

Well Projects are finally over and done with~

Hip Hip Hoorray~

Haha super hyper this week but exam's coming too soon!!!!

Bought a new phone cause my old one sucks...I've dropped it a few times and it's byebye...could have repaired it but don't see the point...cause I don't want to have to repair it once every few weeks =.=

Went out today with Isabella and Si jie~

Haha went Tampines 1 to eat e fruit tart~

Ended up eating omu rice too...and when I started eating the rice le then realised that I've forgotten to take photo =.=|||

It's worse for the tart...I've totally forgotten about it!!!

I only realised that I've forgotten to take photos when I reach home =.=|||

But overall...the tart is quite nice though it's actually quite expensive...however since we've spilt the tart between 2 person it was quite okay...and I doubt I'll enjoy the tart if I had to finished alone...it's really~creamy:D

Hehe...I've also got Isabella to get interested in Earl Grey Tea! hehe it's really nice~

Si jie told us lots of funny stuff :D

Both Isabella and I couldn't stop laughing! We've laughed till our stomach started hurting :X

Thanks girls for accompanying me to eat e tart~

And I suddenly super Zi Lian...haha wanted to test out the e phone's camera then took 2 photos :P

Haha...not pretty still want to ACBC... =.=

(Cream Omu Rice~)

Random =.=||| 自恋照。。。

...Looking forward to batsu game!!! :D

2009-07-04T23:36:00.000-07:00

Well I guess this blog has been dead for way too long...I don't think I have updated anything since school reopened...

Hmm...Lots of things happened...and I don't know where to start...

Oh ya!!! I've joined TPJCG :D Temasek Poly Japanese Culture Group:D
I'm in the Anime and Manga Subcom too XD!!!! Er...on probation but...still very happy :D

Hmm...there's so many things I want to blog about and so much time has passed that the events timeline are all jumbled up XD

...Oh ya...ISABELLA I'M NOT OLD ENOUGH TO BE CALLED LAO LAO... =.=|||

Hmm...time fly pass so fast...I am now in poly year 1 le...Retail management

Hmm...orentation was ... dun noe how to discribe...a nightmare due to the mass dance...I can't dance to save my life...

After school started for the first week, attempted to set up study group with Zheng yuan, Louis and Jovey...It failed LOL after 2 or 3 times it started to disappear, cause Louis have to work and other factors. Since then I have been slacking off.

Well...I am still slacking till now. (was supposed to be revising microecon...don't understand the stupid output thingy ARGH!!!!)

Hmm...

Things that I have done with Jovey,louis and Zy: Study group 1st trail
Baked Banana muffins
Went to Tampines 1 together

Things that I have done with Zy and Louis: Went around hunting for e muffins mold (which jovey claimed that wasn't avaliable near her house...which later turned out to be false =.=)
Ate at e sandwhich place

Things that I had done with Zy: Went to do CDS selection at TP then eat at sandwhich place.
Tried to study at the sandwhich place for mid-sem test...which sort of failed cause I rushed to cheer BGSS for kindness cheer competition( semi finals)

JCG outings: Ramen outing at Clark Quay
Bowling/eating at Bugis
Street fest'09 (after that went for pudding :D PUDDING ROCKS :D)
Ice skating/BBQ (only stayed a while...jovey hurt her foot)
Drawing session (weekly)
AM dance session (...a lot of thanks to Nya for his patience...I am horrible I know...er...REALLY SORRY!!!!)
Mr. Curry outing at Clark Quay (thanks for sharing the discount coupons:D)

RMT outing: Steamboat (lol only went for one =.=)

hmm...so many good memories in just so little time :D Not bad ba!

And finally bought AAA concert CD...THANK YOU PETER for helping me order.

AAA coming out new CD soon~ lalala~

And what else...yar...exams coming soon next month...(CRIES)

Cosfest!!!! this coming sat and sun :D

Tea ceremony next week :D

Life is sweet~well not really but sweet enough

2009-04-28T05:05:00.000-07:00

Well it has been a long time since I last posted...

Lots of things had happened but I wouldn't blog about past event...Simply too lazy for that.

This is a survery-thingy for Jovey who wants to know what's she's like...

Good point: Good listener,very tolerant of my 'lameness' and of my stupidity.
Relatively good cook? (anyone that is better than me is in my dictionary
a good cook.)

Bad Point: Too good of a listener sometimes...SAY SOMETHING FOR HEAVEN SAKE...
Relatively fast mood swing (I have mood swings too...but your's are very
fast and extreme...no offence but sadly...it's true.

Generally a kind-hearted person.

Not really talkative

Can be patient when she wants to

Often misunderstood that her silence = pissed
Actually it just means that she's in her mood, in her own land/tired

That's all I can squeeze out now.

2009-02-17T08:01:00.000-08:00

It has been way too long since I last blogged and I really hate myself for that.

I think it is about time I cash in some reality checks cause I am having a strong feeling that it is about time I iron out some issues.

I am starting to feel that I am well out of touch with everyone else...
I am a person who liked to go at my own pace.
I hate it when people acts and treats me differently even though we are supposed to be friends. (I am trying very hard to change this part about me too...cause I know I do that too at times and I really hate that, it makes me damn miserable)

Truth is I hate to be teased. I had horrible past experience during my primary school and whenever I get teased too excessively it reminds me and I hate that feeling.

I know that most of those teases aren't serious, but I still hate it, not because I am a serious person but because those are mostly off-handed and excessive to the point that I sometimes just walked away to avoid showing how hurt I really am.

Darn it...why am I so negative now? I seriously need to cheer up...probably should listen to some AAA super happy songs...than I'll cheer.

Probably stress from work is getting to me... Jessh I sound like I'm way too old!

Hmm...cheer up cheer up! I know definetly that today's off day will cheer me up when I finally get enough rest! Phew!

Things to do : BE LESS SELF-CENTRED
KEEP AWAY FROM PEOPLE WHO WILL MAKE ME FEEL LESS CONFIDENT (till I probably become mature enough to take things with good humour)

hmm...just done a personality test thingy...

drew a pig...

I've drawn my pig nearer to the top of the page...

conclusion: Are you the type of person who break into songs whenver something happy happens? You're a natural optimist whom your friends love to have around all the time.

my point of view: I am a pessimist most of the time...but I recover damn fast and my mood swing from emo to freakishly preppy in a second...damn I need some mental check-up >. <

My pig was facing the front.

conclusion: Some people may think you're a bit of a drama queen, but ot you, there's nothing wrong with an occasional debate or discussion. It keeps the brain juice going!

my point of view: A nice way of saying, you're an annoying somewhat hyperactive person...but a good dart board :D

I've drawn my pig with little detail

conclusion: If your pig has few details, watch out! It means you tend to be slightly naive and get caught up with emotion easily. On the plus side, you're also a lovable character who makes friend easily!

my point of view: Hences, all the angst mentioned above and define friend (- X - )
And I hate to admit I've been told I am naive way too many times...but I rather be naive than a super sly slimly fox!

I drew my pig with 4 legs

conclusion:you're probably going through a major change in life right now, making you feel insecure

my point of view: Darn rite...spot on...

till later

Doomsday

2009-01-12T04:50:00.000-08:00

Today is the day where the GCE 'O' level result is finally out...

I have resigned myself to retaking as I was not confident of passing my physics and chemistry...

I am just glad that I passed =.= not really good result...average but hehe happy enough le :D

Physics and Chem is really unexpected!!!

I HOPE THAT I CAN GET INTO TP...

Sad...E. math ended up as worse subject...(so unexpected...physics was my worse...)

C5 for E MATH!!!!...

And I expected B3 or B4...

Well at least Mrs Bhaskaran said my result was quite good *MATH C5 GOOD!? lol...*

Jia you to everyone don't be sad no matter what result you've gotten cause you can retake...

I don't want to see anyone emo...cause I will get sad too...

Happy new year to all who tagged though 2 weeks have already passed =.=

AAA NEW ALBUM MOSAIC!!! WANT TO BUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2008-12-21T07:36:00.000-08:00

It is official...

My blog have totally rotted off...

Probably I was always busy with work...

I must remind myself to find time to start on my fanfic again...

My mind has rotted off...I need more fiction...

My work place is fun ^^

Full of friendly ppl and they're all very fun :D

...I am so random I promised to update next offday...

2008-11-28T05:51:00.001-08:00

Class Chalet rocks!

It was fun I am too lazy to go into detail now so maybe the next

post will be full of details...

Tata for now...(what the hell is the point of this post? lol crazy woman here...)

2008-11-28T05:23:00.000-08:00

This one is about Anime Fest Asia 08!

It was super!

I bought the two day tickets at $8...

I've learnt from mum to make sure everyone will be on time before leaving the

house to make sure that I would not have to wait like I used to...

So I've made a call to Jovey...the one who with the highest chance to

be late...

Bingo! She was going to be late cause she had to check the code for

her reservation...

Asked her to call me when she leave the house...

Feng Mao was a bit pissed at us for being late...

Er...he has every right to cause he had arranged to meet with his

friends...

Marcus was decked out in white and black and could easily be mistaken

to be attending a funeral =.=

The Q for the ticket was damn long!

It took us about 45 mins before we got our ticket...but it was all worth it!!!

The convection was great!

Attended a talk by imaginary friend and doddled at the graffiti wall...

I have no shame...though my art sucks I still drew...

some pictures!!!

New post!

That was drawn by a damn pro guy...as I watched him draw I wanted to ask for his

autograph and possible lesson but gave up the thought...

Didn't want people to report me for harrasment... >O<

A super Kawaii Neko drawn by some random person I don't know nor saw...

Drawn by another pro...damn it give me a million years and I still

can't draw like that...

Drawn by another random person I don't know

Drawn by a noob...namely me...I've gotten a bit impatient with the

hat so it turned out all funny...

I wanted to post more pic...those that was entered into the contest and by

some companies...but I didn't want to be sued or something so I didn't...

And by any chance if I upload the pic that you drew you are free

to take full credit just don't sue me please...I don't have a dime

to my name...

********************************************************************

Second day...I've forgotten my camera at home...DAMN IT ALL!!!

Sulk the whole day...than went out half way to get something to

eat to cheer myself up...

In the end... got lost at carrefour...

...who the hell get lost at carrefour! @#$@#$@

Couldn't find the damn cashier...

It was my first time there...damn it...

Haiz...

After that my mood still bad...

Ended up was so sour that I had to half way

dodge to the restroom

to stop myself from crying...

What the hell is wrong with me...stupid mood swing...

stupid mood swing...

Than at MRT...

I really cried...

er...not as in the all out brawl but ya...

recovered after kti kat...

THREE CHEERS FOR KIT KAT

...damn it with psm and mood swing...

IT SUCKS TO BE FEMALE...at times...

it is good most of the time though...

:X (if I offended anyone...posted photos in my previous blog without permission...

I am seriously sorry...and in this blog if you don't like the pic

you drew to be posted tell me at the tagboard...I'll remove them...

the photos...forget it...I won't remove it...)

2008-11-28T04:48:00.000-08:00

Due time for an extremely long post and lots of picture!

Well let's see...I'll start with prom night.

Prom was on the 13th of Nov at Good Wood Park Hotel! It was a grand hotel mind you,

of course it was and still is...It is a five star hotel what do else is there to

expect? Though it sure was expensive for students like us... we had to pay $63 =.=

Juniper,Jovey,Zheng Yuan and Louis prepared for the prom at my house because they

were staying over night after the prom, Juniper just needed to borrow my dress and

Jovey dad was kind enough to send us to the hotel :D

It was kinda akward...when we reach there...all the people were waiting for god knows

what outside the hotel entrance and they were all gorgeous it made me feel kinda

inferior?

The main reason would of course be the hideous make-up my mom helped me to put on...

I have since than decide that I would hate eye shadow and eye liner on me for

like the rest of my life...or until I think that I would look ok with them...

which is impossible =.=|||

The buffet was great! But I only had the soup, four pieces of sushi, 3 spring rolls

and a small bowl of mango sago...way to go for my $63 =.=

But I took so many photos!!!!

Here are some of them! (I have issue about having my photo taken...but finally gave in after graduation day...to cooperate with the class to have class photo taken...
...seriously I hate taking photo and even more disclosing them...but since Jovey took the initiative *note the anger* to post them on her blog...I say to hell with my issues...)

The highlight of prom would probably when they made the chosen guys dance to the song from madagascar and the girls strut it with uptown girl :D

Guess I will stop about prom now...

Shop till ya drop!

2008-11-10T02:00:00.000-08:00

Wow It was quite an eventful day!

Went to far east plaza with da ge, Jovey and Edwin to help da ge shop for his prom night outfit :D

It was then that Jovey say that she needed another dress...so tomorrow we will be going there again to shop!

Buwhahaha shop shop shop till we drop!

It took me even less time to put in my contact! Yup I am a happy person :D

The reason is simple... I FINALLY BOUGHT MY AAA DISC!!! FOR MUSIC/ZERO !!!

Hehe...this is defintely a short post but at least I updated XD

Jia you! Last paper for 'O' everyone do your best!

2008-11-04T20:18:00.000-08:00

In just 2 days...I had spent so much money that I wanted to die of shame...

Jovey asked if we wanted to try wearing contact lens for prom...I was apprehensive

at first as I thought that it would be really scary...imagine pocking your eyeball

with your fingers...and having to pinch the lenses out of your eyeball to remove them...

Then just a few days ago my mom brought the subject up again because her friends

told her that those daily contact lens are more hygienic...so we decided to give it a

try......so here I am wearing contact lenses for the first time in my life...

I still don't know how to wear it...the optician helped me...but I learnt how to

take it out under 1 mintue...:D And my god are those thing expensive...well to me

at least...due to my astigmatisim I had to wear those more expensive ones...

$168 for 30 pairs for 1 day Acuvue...

I guess that I like contacts better than spectacles...those it feels more natural...

well as natural as it can get...

PLUS I FINALLY LEARNT HOW TO WEAR EARINGS...at least those with hooks...

I had to look at the mirror to do it but I did it! ...okay I am a retard...

signing off...

2008-10-31T04:53:00.000-07:00

Well! It has been so long since the last post!

I am pretty much doomed to fail physics...

Well...what's done is done though 3 more papers left and I will continue to do my best for them! Especially since the MCQ is the ticket to salvaging my physics from a possible F9, E8 to at least a C6...if I score well for it...

I am looking forward to the long holiday ahead where I will finally be able to purchase my AAA album and of course the new house of the night series by P.C Cast!

That's all for now...

2008-10-06T03:06:00.000-07:00

Well...a tic or a tac...well I guess that is fair but I won't be re-doing the whole quiz cause I don't have another 10 people to pass the quiz to =.=

1. The person who tagged/passed you this thing is?
Chan Hui Yee

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Friend :D!!!

3. Your 5 impression of him/her?
3.1 Quite Quiet (lol)
3.2 Always look a bit sleepy
3.3 Music lover!
3.4 Some good sense of humour :D
3.5 Acrade girl and sporty girl :D

4. The most memorable thing that he/ has done for you?
Hm...still the same thing as last time :D got lost in Nee Ann City to buy me
my b'dae present.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
放屁

6. If he/she became your lover you will?
Hide in a hole......from Jovey Wong she'll kill me... (overprotective much?)

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
Be more awake :D

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
...WAGE WAR!!! lol (joking only! don't cry!!!or I'll cry too...before getting
killed...)

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
Ignore me for more than 15 minutes... (you can't ignore I personality...they will
explode...though I am an S personality too...but I am mostly C personality......
er...yar...I am adaptable :D)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Make her smile and laugh more:D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
A quite and nice girl.

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
Weird and funny...(I don't need to think...I was told...

13. The characters that you love of yourself are?
... ... ... ... ...

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
... ... ... ... ...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
A person who is true to herself.

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you for standing by me with! I know I can be an idiot and a little
sacarstic and mean sometimes... ... thanks for tolerating me in your live :D

Oh P.S to Huiyee... I'll won't stop listening to AAA anytime soon...cause they rock!
P.S.S. Manga are fun to read too though I still prefer fiction more...

Oh yes I finally found out that Zheng Yuan like light colours and Miss Teng like kinky kids, backstreet boys and westlife :D kudos to me XD!!!

*INTENSIVE STUDY PROGRAMME IS EXHAUSTING...MY BRAIN LITERALLY SHUT DOWN!!!*

2008-10-04T22:12:00.000-07:00

Wow...it has been ages since I last blogged...I guessed I have been lazy...but nothing interesting had happened anyway...

Hmm...I have been tagged to do this thing...guess I better do it...

1. The person who tagged/passed you this thing is?
Louis Peh

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Friend & Classmate :D

3. Your 5 impression of him/her?
3.1 Quiet
3.2 Quite Hardworking
3.3 Lame...(no offence...冷党...)
3.4 Bubble tea!(cos she always love to drink it....)
3.5 Chocolate lover!!! (YES!!!CHOCOLATE WILL RULE THE WORLD...)

4. The most memorable thing that he/ has done for you?
Eat sandwhich with me :D

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Join 冷党!

6. If he/she became your lover you will?
=.=||| we are both striaght...at least I am...( lol! joking only! I know you're
straight too!)

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
... ... Can't think of what she has to improve on... ...

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
Treat her like my other enemy...which is to ignore...

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
Stealing my last piece of chocolate...(I know you won't :D)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Go drink Bubble tea with her...cause I promised...

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
A nice girl

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
Weird and funny...(I don't need to think...I was told...

13. The characters that you love of yourself are?
... ... ... ... ...

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
... ... ... ... ...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
A person who is true to herself.

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you for standing by me with! I know I can be an idiot and a little
sacarstic and mean sometimes... ... thanks for tolerating me in your live :D

17. Pass this quiz to ten people
17.1 Jovey Wong
17.2 Anna Ko
17.3 Chan Hui Yee
17.4 Lim Zheng Yuan
17.5 Louis Peh (yes I am passing back to you :P)
17.6 Juniper Ng
17.7 Gordan Guay
17.8 GaGa
17.9 Chan Feng Kuan
17.0 Marcus Tan

18. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
I don't know...

19. Is number 9 male or female?
Erm...male....

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, is it a good thing?
... I think they are straight...so er...

21. What is number 2 studying about?
Kangeroos and koala bear~

22. What kind of band does number 8 like?
Not sure... ...

23.Does number 1 have any siblings?
Sure...2 blood-related...tons of non-blood related

24. Will you woo number 3?
I am straight!....

25. How about number 7?
No thanks...he have enough girls fighting for him liao :D

26. Is number 4 single?
Yes

27. What is the surname of number 5?
Peh...(scroll up and read!)

28. What is the hobby of number 10?
Er...Anime, Manga, Jap songs?

29. Does number 5 and 9 get along well?
So-so

30. Where is number studying at?
Guess...*hint refer to no.21*

31. Talk something causally about number 1.
She loves soft toys...

32. Where does number 9 live at?
Bedok?

33. What colour does number 4 likes?
Not sure...hmm...got to ask

34. Are number 5 and 1 best friends?
Close friends, best friends...what's the diff?

35. Does number 1 have any pets?
Her band of soft toys...

36. Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
I don't think so

37. What is number 6 doing now?
I don't know...I am not a stalker!

2008-09-01T04:24:00.000-07:00

Well!

It has been a long time since I had last blogged =.=

Nothing much has been going on well, prelim pretty much sucks.

I know for sure that I would fail physic paper 2...

And it has been raining these few days! It is pretty cool this few days with the rain! Yah! However I hope that it stop raining by the time school starts...it could get pretty troublesome...

Oh yesh!!!! I bought AAA's Beyond~カラダノカナタ disc! I had to make my way all the way to HMV but it was worth it I guess, I actually wanted to buy another disc too but it's not in Singapore yet...I had to wait for another month! Argh...

Well I guess that is pretty much what happened...
Well update soon XD

2008-08-12T05:07:00.001-07:00

There is some problems with the dating of my blog...it is like I am blogging for today but it the date is that of yesterday's...ah well can't do much about that...

Oh yesh!!!

'O' Level MTL result is out!!!

I have obtained a decent A2!

I had thought that I would get a B3 or B4 and when the principal reprimanded us about our result I almost thought that I did worse...

I suppose it is good that I obtained an A...cause other than chinese...the only other subject I might be able to score an A is E.Math...

The other subjects? pfftt...

Jiao Jiao and Rosanne had gotten A1!!! The only A1s in our class.
They did us proud by having their name displaced!!!

I had Madison's sandwich place's Smoked Turkey Sandwich today and it was damn delicious!!! It was today's special and it cost me only about $4.20 (drinks included)

Yosh! Tomorrow is Zheng Yuan's Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday Eve Zheng Yuan!

Yes! AAA's new album come out soon!!!!

*

2008-08-08T21:37:00.000-07:00

It's finally NATIONAL DAY!!!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO SINGAPORE!!!

I haven't update in the past two days because I was exhuasted...too exhausted...

And I am unconciously pissed one of my friends off because of something =.=

Ah well but I guessed it was worth it if everyone has a happy ending in the end.

YESH!!!! FINALLY BROUGHT ZY,JOVEY,LOUIS AND DA JIE TO EAT AT MADISON'S THE SUPER SANDWICH PLACE :D

Louis and Jovey agreed that the sandwich is nice XD Probably because of the way the bread was toasted :D

Da Jie and ZY ate spahetti and pasta respectively. Da Jie didn't really like the spahetti but ZY agreed that the pasta is nice :D and I agree with them...

I strongly recommand everyone to eat there :

The most expensive item on the meun *for underaged people like me...alcohol are off limits !!!* is at $7.90... Roast beef sandwich.

All meals comes with free drinks with choices of soft drinks like coke, ice peach tea, winter melon tea and many more...coffee and tea(of varies flavour) is also avaliable.

Venue: 2nd level of Tampines Central CC :D

Oh yes! I went shopping yesterday for birthday presents...and I am now officially broke.

Sorry to ZY...even though you asked me not to get your present at TM...I still did...but even if I got you a present at another placed or mall I will still frequent the same oulet =.=||| I remembered shopping at Parkway Parade for Jovey's gift and I ended up shopping at the same shop chain...=.=|||

Oh yes I was accused of being a pacifist yesterday!

=.=||| Me? A pacifist...?

I don't really know about that...

I am not a pacifist I am just plain lazy - . - zZZzzzZZZzzz

And the olympic finally started yesterday :D

*Wishes Singapore representive all the best :D*

18 more days till AAA's new album is out!!!

3 more days till 'O' level mother tongue result is out *keep your finger cross guys!*

Disclaimer: As seen below :D

2008-08-06T07:11:00.000-07:00

はい!今晩は！

大変ですね！

I have just reached home from night study program! (what's with all the exclaimation mark?)

Life is just so hectic nowadays you know?

3 days left till it's finally National day!
Ohh~a million thanks to Louis for lending me your red t-shirt!!! C:

I was wondering if I am polite when writing my blog? Perhaps I am compared to when I am speaking to my friends...and they agreed too.

Why I guess that is just my online/blog personality...seriously when I reply to those who reviewed my fanfiction...I was and still am polite most of the time...since I haven't got a real flammer yet...not that I don't approve of flammers...constructive critisim is fully welcomed!

People tends to have different personalites online...for example I am exteremly sacarstic with my friends...but I am less sacrastic with them online...KEYWORD: LESS SACARSTIC!!!

I guess it is because we keep surpressing parts of our personality in reality and when we let them out...all hell break loose!

I mean if I am polite 24/7 I won't be able to have any friends! You are most likely to be polite with strangers than with friends as you are supposed to be comfortable and not uptight.

Oh yesh...I have gotten some feedback about my blog music...that it would replay itself even if it was paused...I guess I will try to look into that as soon as possible BUT there is no way I am going to REMOVE IT!!!

AAA's new album is coming out in Japan in 21 more days! Oh...please let it be in Singapore soon after!!!

I know that they are not really well-known in Singapore...but please do try and listen to their songs. They tackle a wide-range of genre and is super good at dancing! :D

Hmm...the next thing would be...MADISON'S The SUPER SANDWICH PLACE ROCKS!!!!

The Sandwiches are priced reasonably and the sandwich is nice!!! I have yet to try the pasta but I will when I am in the mood :D

I guess I will write more about it when I have tackled most of its menu!:D FOOD XD XD XD XD XD *stupid glutton*

Oh well I guess that's all...

Disclaimer: I do not mean any offense to anyone...eg. other fellow gluttons:D

お休みなさい、みんな。。。stay 元気！

2008-08-05T03:55:00.000-07:00

今晩はみんな！

みんな、お元気ですか？

I was and still is a bit pissed off...why? Well cause I really wanted to go to school today.

Actually, what I was really looking forward to was lunch-dinner... Jovey promised to go to the super sandwhich place with me to eat! But...I was not feeling that well last night...at around 11 plus I started to feel damn dizzy...and than I puked...quite badly too...my dad than asked me not to attend school...damn!

!!!I WANT SANDWICH!!! O( X x X)!O

However, I am feeling much better now...but I know I won't be able to eat any sandwich untill a few days later if I really want to get well...and I DO!!!

Oh my...I was/am quite vauge with my speech now aren't I...well my apologises to those who are offended...

And guess what I am going to say next? Virtual cookie for you if you got it right :D

Yesh....Next I am going to FANGIRL over AAA!!! Lol...Hmm...so far the only post I had without mentioning them was the first one =.=|||

AAAのZero PV's Out!!! Kya!!! (X3)

oh shucks...National Day is just a few days away and I can't wait!

Well you can call me whatever names you want but to me...National Day just makes me swell with pride!(NOT LITERALLY)

I am proud of all the wonderful things in Singapore!

The wonderful performances put up by the army...and of course the RED LION!!! Three cheers for them!!!

Opps...I got a bit hyped up... ~(=.=)~

And next (why am I jumping all over the place with the topic?) *cos you're random*

^(O.0)^...20 more days till my sweet sixteen! (like real...it's during the prelims...)

okay so not so sweet sixteen...but nevertheless...I will be sure to find some way to enjoy it!

Oh yesh...8 more days till Zheng Yuan's b'dae...
13 till Edwin's
16 till Hambali's
19 till Sean's...

Well...I guess I will save my b'dae wishes to you guys till the actual date or somewhere closer :D

Disclaimer:...below...(lazy pig...)

お休み。みんな！

!

2008-08-04T03:42:00.000-07:00

Argh...first thing that hit me when I woke up this morning was a freaking headache...

I suppose I deserve it though...I had way too much to eat the past few days...

I had been eating lots of snacks...especially during night studies...I guess the cookies and chocolates are just the last straw...

I hate the world...it is so unfair!

Some people can eat all the junk food they want and not get sick!

I hate it...I love chocolates! And I haven't been indulging in them...(I couldn't cause I don't want to fall sick...the irony...the more you resist the more you indulge in others to forget...than you fall sick...)

I had had only like 2 pieces of chocolate yesterday...oh...and another 2 kit kats...

I was worried about something and called Jovey during recess and we sort of chatted...than I sort of got agitated (silly me) and my headache suddenly act up than I was like "...ouch...I shouldn't be so agitated" than Jovey was like laughing...(the sadist!)

I had to eat porridge today which totally sucks because I really crave for rice...some solid food ya know! And while I was having dinner my mom sort of tried to feel my temperature with her hand.

She was like 'your cold...maybe you should drink some ginger tea...'

Hmm...though my forehead feels cold...I feel warm...strange...that is what cold do to you...

*blech**shoo all the unpleasant thoughts away~*

Something is wrong with my msn...all the alaphabets comes out wrong when I typed them and I ended up so sick of it that I logged out...

And on a very happy note...AAA's Zero PV is aired today! OMG!!!! But of course it won't be on youtube or crunchyroll until a few days later...or tomorrow...but still...I am glad to know that it is out!

Hm...well I guess that is pretty much it...my life is boring...well pretty boring and I have just realised how the blog skin and the songs crashes...the song are mostly happy and the blog skin is just... (X , X)|||

ah well signing off...C.T

disclaimer: as shown below!

2008-08-03T00:27:00.000-07:00

Homework is the most evil but necessary thing to exist in the world! Well at least to students that is...

I wonder since why does things get so complicated?

Maths, Chemistry and Physics...

So much homework I can hardly breathe!

I am getting quite pumped up for prelims with all the night studies and extra lessons how could I not be?

Oh yes! Yesterday after physics, went out with zy and l for cup noodles and bubble tea! oh yes the almond bubble tea isn't bad at all!

Shortly afterwards went out with Hy to TM...oh yesh saw the Hong Kong actress!!! she is so pretty! Had fun at the acrade for a while even though I was in half-school uniform...but it was the weekend so I guess no harm done?

Today is quite boring...but statisfying! I got to sleep till 12pm. Lol the pig!

Disclaimer: as shown in previous post...

騒ぎ

2008-08-02T03:10:00.000-07:00

Had P.E yesterday...Volleyball!

And now my arm ache...it swelled!

Today ZY and L weren't in a good mood.

Almost everything is about 'that' topic...

*sigh*...personally I don't think that things should be so complicated.

Someone even went and spam L's blog...I have an inkling who it is...cause that person is fond of using alphabets...but I could be wrong.

About part of the problem was the class 'bond'...

I don't feel or see a very close bond...but to be fair I am absent from school for most of the time.

I hope things will just end here partly because I don't want to see anyone being upset anymore and partly because we all still have a long way to go as a class. I really don't wish to see the class get trapped with an akward atmosphere...

Though I am sure 'she' will definetly reprimand the class on Monday...*sigh* 'she' loves to lecture a lot doesn't 'she'...well actually I am sure 'she' doesn't...
'she' is actually quite a different person when 'she' wasn't it class...quite nice actually.

Argh...I really need to update my vocabulary list...how many actually did I used?

Anyway gloomly topic aside...*takes a broom out and sweep them away!*

On a happier note...Attack All Around(AAA) new single is coming out soon!

It is coming out on 27th Aug in Japan it will only be avaliable in HMV a few days afterwards. I am definetly getting it!

One of the Promotion Video had already come out...it was the PV for MUSIC! Kya!(x3)

23 more days till I FINALLY become 16-years-old!

Man...I am so random...I wonder how I always managed to jump from topic to topic...and sometimes there aren't even any link between the topics! A good example would be like now... *teehee*

Well I think I should end right now...

Disclaimer: I have NO intention of offending/insulting anyone...if anyone is hurt by any unintentional remarks...tell me and I won't repeat it kay?

I miss disclaimers so much...I haven't been writing much fanfiction anymore so I didn't get to write them...

well...signing off, C.T

初めまして！

2008-08-02T02:55:00.000-07:00

初めまして！
First post of this new blog!

Much thanks to Huiyee! 本とにありがと！

It is werid for me to type japanese isn't it?

Well...I figured since I have completed my elementary 1 and 2...might as well try using it...

I know I am not good in japanese...my god I need a freaking dictionary...so pardon me if there is anything wrong...

I am going to just end this post and start with another one! Though it would be on an unpleasant topic...